I'm staring at this empty space, searching the appropriate words to write for this entry... Looking deeper and deeper,...why am I finding it hard to look within me? ... Have I overlooked my inner most thoughts and desires? fantasies? over my day to day responsibilities?? .... I guess I have been too much engrossed in finishing my degree, that I had neglected to reach out the "ID" in me .... I was always writing journals before, my day to day life,, to keep track of myself, my feelings, my anger, and joy ... Looking back, I realized I had placed a barrier to that part of me, (wondering!) Maybe because, the past is better left unsaid, untouched, left alone to die its natural death perhaps? ...

Keeping my fingers crossed, that this entry would not be the first and the last, yet a beginning for me... to dig deeper, deeper from within me ......


Goodnight beautiful world!!!

PS: Please, can you let it not rain for a couple of days?